Is what I say on here no longer my own?

Of course I realize it's public,
of course I realize that you don't even need an account to look at someone's work.
and of course I always knew in the back of my mind that he'd figure out what
I say about him.
Yes, I posted some poems about a drunk call my ex made to me just a week ago.
I don't regret writing those poems, and I don't really regret posting them on here.

What I do regret is that somehow, he found out about them and he had some help.
The boy who doesn't even know that I have a Deviant Art account..found them?
How is that exactly? Since you can't search for someone on here by name?
Or search for them by their Deviant Art name (which he didn't know anyway...)

Who will it be, one of his friends? Someone I don't think I've even spoken too before? No don't really believe that I think it's someone from DA, most of my watchers are actually my friends...so this also goes out to all of his drinking buddies who love nothing more than to watch him get a little bit smarter every can of beer that he chugs. How lovely.

Really, who does this?

I guess I really wish it was all over. I think I've been dealing with enough crap right now to not have an ex on my back repeatedly screaming at me.
It's Thanksgiving tomorrow, people of Deviant Art, and that will mark the second or third (or hell, maybe even fourth.. I've lost count) month of my father up and leaving our family.

YAY FRIGGIN US!

Seriously...Happy Thanksgiving.